Something i wrote right before graduating high school

Im just reading though an old blog of mine and even if all these posts are really old, it's still quite fun to read them all again. Posting it with a smile on my face and warm memories in my heart.

Here i stand, at the end of a longgg hallway looking at a closing door and praying that another one will open. The only song that understands me is Grabriel By Lamb. Every word has its own weight and its own hidden meaning! I can't belive that im only 2 exams away from the rest of my life, at that thought all i want to do is kick and scream and cry, just like i once did when i was 2 years old. I found out that i might not even be going to italy untill like mid july but thats a whole other issue.. i might be going to cancun with my gals after graduation and in all honesty i really need it, i need to spend time with them because i am NOT ready to say goodbye, im not ready to tell them "i'll see u in december" i dont want to pull away any earlier that i have to! At the only thought of not knowing where i'll be next year, i just want to crawl in a ball and hide, but i know thats not the answer to anything. i know that u need to face life nose first..

    This year was filled with tears, laughs, broken hearts, inside jokes, loud songs, parties, karaoke, ice cream, huka, georgetown, dinners, lunches, randevuos, dresses, prom, post prom, the backpack drive, homecoming, halloween party, black and white party, trips, pictures, videos, late nights, early mornings, drama, fights, cat fights, lies, and in the mists of it all millions of memories. There is no way that i will forget any of it. All the good and the bad will stay and will keep me from being alone!


    So here's a thought: If you could go back, would you do anything differently?

Think about it really hard, because in the end if one thing was to be changed the rest of your life would be different which would mean that you would not be the person you are now.

Live every moment as if it were ur last and never look back because regretting the past is one of the greatest mistakes somone can ever make!